Scorpio South Node, Taurus North Node

Scorpio South Node, Taurus North Node

Creepy by nature, you came here, laughed at behind your back "from another planet".
Your toxic South Node says "that's me". Sharp humor lashes back. It's not wonder you lose you friends and opportunities. You spit poison.
You wonder why you make others uncomfortable, as you you flaunt an inner all-powerful, sex god, who seeks exploitation of an enemy through blackmail, money, sex.
Your extreme behaviors are ridiculous, and evil.
You actually lose when you chase power.
Your lessons on earth are about your earthly humanness; Drop the voodoo, reveal yourself honestly to planet earth, give the esoteric dimension a rest.
No hiding, no masks, no superlatives and no more biting.
Inside of you emerges a new spiritual beast of many heads.
(It is however, not the fantastical pet hydra you always wanted)

Taurus North Node's theme is growth, and pleasure:
It's simple enjoyment of relatively "vanilla" stuff that appeared boring: cooking a good meal, walks in nature, setting a normal schedule, gardening, looking after your mental and sexual health.
Keep it simple joys.
Your problem is that you are drawn towards the fanatical, the dramatic and complex, and superlatives like a vacuum.
Your rugged, or creepy thin body is intimidating.
Seek out healthy, nourishing foods for you. Do it by taste and feel, use your 5 senses. Eat them slowly and mindfully for once. In the past, you reduced earthly pleasures such as food to combustible 'fuel'.
Taurus North node's appetites will bring appreciation of the good things and the beauty in life.
It will soften you up, your body may become radiant of health and fertility. Smiling will be habitual.
The more you slow down, and meditate on the little things of beauty in life, the better.
Children will may flock to you for the first time.
Your evolution to Taurus will broadcast the care and safety to them, as well as animals, even plants.

Tired Scorpio South node has lost its edge. Your venom is weak, and your adversaries enjoy the once deadly poison now like a sweet wine-- As for spiteful revenge, throw in the towel, kill the addiction to the drama in chaos. Be gentle and Sloooow down.

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Leo South Node, Aquarius North Node

You have been on the stage too long, prima donna.
You fail to see that the curtain has fallen.
Those people you call "the common people" have gone home to carry on with daily life, or hobbies, or whatever they do.

There you are, donning a worn costume. A bitter soliloquy voice echoes in empty halls:
"Where are my admirers?!"

 Channel Aquarius: Invite others to the stage you have hogged.

Give them that Promethean flame you've kept from them, up on high.

And don't you brood and obsess over your loss of (celebrity) status.

Develop hobbies &  interests.
Find the books that inspire you. Stay literate.
Avoid entertaining large groups, unless it carries a humanitarian reason: teaching, lecturing,

enlightening, promoting the spread of information, and not the spread of drama or at worst, animalistic displays of power. Even if this is not your intent, be careful.

Your cat-like South Node persona is your instinct and your imperfection.
The lion will bite you when you give him focus.

 Instead of seeing a crowd as a captive audience,

go against he crowd, and join the crowd. 
For once, admire people on the fringe, or the
androgynous misfits you may have feared or bullied to bolster status. 

Extinguish the desire for popularity, and form your own opinions. That's probably a rebellion for you.
Opinions can filter a crowd. You will meet others who share your light, which feels way better than being popular.
If you dare love, respect 'lepers', expect a wealth of positive events, & good luck.
Finally a needed (non-toxic) sense of identity will come, and good things fourfold.  

Learn to feel out shock value, and remember that your karmic blessing is using your old skill of performance to bringing happy  sparks of suprise fueling a sense of wonder to a world thirsty

for the flow of free revolutionary information.
You will come out a kind human kind of star:
A bolt of light. The leper or wierdo you must love for fulfillment may be you.